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Being grown up isn’t half as fun as growing up

I finally did it. I’m a college graduate.

It hasn’t set in quite yet, and I’m not sure when it will. I can’t believe this is my last night in my apartment, my last night in Kent, my last night in my bed. Yes, college grads get a new bed. It will be nice to go home for a bit, butI do hope it’s just a bit. I love my family, but three months in my hometown will drive me crazy. I’m hitting the job apps even harder starting tomorrow. Fourteen down and dozens more to go.

When I first came to Kent State I swore my heart would always belong to central Ohio. I just wasn’t a northeast kind of girl. But somewhere along the time, I fell in love with this place, especially it’s food. Food’s always been a big thing in my life. I grew up watching my dad cook for our family. It’s no surprise that my fondest memories of Kent surround food.

I’m going to miss the chicken salad sandwiches at Franklin Square Deli. I never thought about eating hot chicken salad until I went here and they melted provolone on top. I’m craving one right now. I’ll miss the pastries at the Backeri, the cupcakes at Main Street Cupcakes, the burgers and fries at Ray’s with a cold Guinness. I’ll miss eating Guy’s pizza by the slice outside on the stoop after a day of drinking. I’ll miss making every holiday into an all-day drinking affair (St. Patrick’s Day, Halloween, Veterans’ Day). I’ll miss the BEST buritos at Taco Tantos. You have to wait forever but it’s so worth it. I’ll miss getting tipsy on margaritas at Salsitas. I’ll miss the leftover croissants Adam brings home after his shifts at Starbucks. They never last until the morning. I eat them standing up as Adam tells me about his day.  I’ll miss making dozens of cookies for the lovely men in Sigma Nu. I’ll miss frosting cupcakes with Adam. I won’t miss cleaning cupcake icing off the carpet the day after though. I’ll miss late night runs to Giant Eagle for character cookies. I’ll miss going to Pita Pit after the bars with Whitney and running into people we never want to run into.

I’ll miss cooking for my friends, whether it be pancakes for dinner, enchiladas on a Saturday or beef bourguignon for the Golden Globes. I’ll miss the sound of wine bottles opening, bacon cooking, coffee brewing and my friends laughing. I’ll miss the smell of homemade soup, ground beef, chili, cornbread and chicken and dumplings. But mostly, I’ll miss sitting around my kitchen table–my chipped kitchen table with its wobbly chairs–with my friends talking about boys, laughing, eating, drinking and wondering if we were ever going to graduate.

We did it guys. Cheers. To us.

The road to graduation

I graduate in six weeks.

Holy shit.

It’s official: the fear is setting in. In a month I’ll be forced out of my comfort zone, and it doesn’t help that everyone feels the need to remind me about it.

“Isn’t it weird to think we’ll never have a ‘summer’ ever again?” my friend Whitney texted me. “Like it’s never gonna be a complete break, just nice weather?”

“Do you have any job prospects?” the dental hygienist asked me as she cleaned my teeth.

“What do you want to do after you graduate?” the homeless guy on the street corner asked me.

Ok the last one didn’t actually happen, but I’m sure it will soon. Maybe it would be better to stay in my apartment until graduation. Or maybe I can fake strep throat for five weeks. Or I could just ignore everyone like I do the crazy Jesus freaks in the Short North.

During my time at Kent State I’ve mastered AP style and conquered microeconomics. I’ve read everything from Virginia Woolf to Aristotle. I’ve attended plays, listened to classical music and cheered on the football team. I’ve marched in the May 4 walk, done numerous bar crawls and pledged (and quit) a sorority. I’ve seen my name in print dozens of times. But through all this, nothing has prepared me for the real world.

There is no textbook for growing up.

Graduation seemed so far away four years ago, and now it’s almost here. And I have no idea what’s next. It’s equal parts terrifying and liberating. I can do anything I want. I can travel, work on my novel or just lounge on my parents’ couch for three months, although I don’t think mom and pops would be a fan of that last one.

Maybe there is no textbook to growing up, but at least the next chapter proves to be exciting.